Lately I haven’t had much to say. I’ve just been going through the motions, cleansing my life, detoxing, and learning to obey God even when it hurts.

Obeying God sounds easy right? Yeah…until He starts asking you to release people, habits, and situations you really wanted to hold onto. Lately, detoxing from situations and friendships has shown me just how hard it is to fully walk away from the things God says are not meant for you.

I think one of the hardest parts about trusting God is that we naturally trust what we can physically see. So when nothing seems to be happening in the moment, waiting can feel frustrating. You start wondering where your happiness is, where your people are, and when things will finally start making sense.

Right now, I’m in a season of detoxing old friendships, and old versions of myself. And honestly, it gets lonely sometimes. I miss having certain people to talk to and share life with. But I’m learning that temporary loneliness is better than holding onto connections God already told me to release.

So instead of settling for temporary people and temporary happiness, I’m choosing to trust God and wait for the peace and people truly meant for me.

Love ya, BYE!